no drugs…just facts

i just spent a half hour tripping out to Google Maps.

this world is fucking huge man, yet so small….

(bites fist to keep from being overwhelmed)

lord give me grace

i read less then zero.

i get it.

i feel it.

i want more then is given to me.

but then where do i go?

one of those days

today is not a good day.

today is one of those days where i wish i could stay with you.  where i wish i could just lay with you on the couch all day and not worry about what is happening out there.

it’s one of those days where i wish i had made different decisions. 

one of those days where i feel guilty for bringing you here.

i know you say you don’t regret it, but i do.

if i would have just stayed put, we would be out of debt, and we could be married.

but it’s just one of those days, i know, and eventually they pass.

back to the big house